AliceJ:我贴给你哈哈哈哈
Hey, how long haven't u received a letter?
here, this one, actually it's a love letter, for you.
one day u asked me, why don’t make podcast in English . Here we are, this one is in English, because of you, and for you.
I want to write something down before Christmas, before the next time we meet, before we forget.
So, what are you doing now, it's Monday. I think you are sitting at the office, maybe with a cup of coffee, figuring out the excel file. I guess you are in a black shirt, and when u look out, the sky and the trees are grey in the cold winter weather. or maybe you are driving back home, listening to music, which song, is the one you shared with me? cause I listen to that song almost every day.
I remember the first time we met, that was one of the best days in the early autumn. You and the lemon taste beer, and the sunset. it's so silly that we didn't hug after we said goodbye. After that day, every time I passed by Alexanderplatz, I wanted to go back and fix it. I would hug you tightly and a little longer.
And I still have no idea why we watched stupid youtube videos till 4 am, we talked a lot, and I was in my PGM. damn, I should have put on a cute outfit or at least some perfume. I remember that u were in my room, sitting on the sofa, and u came close to me and a kiss just dropped on my shoulder.
All the little things. all the little things you did to me. those moments for me, like sweets for a little kid. I can't help to think of it over and over again.
That time I traveled to Dusseldorf, you tole me the train would pass by your city. I really wanted to see you. you said if there's a will, there's a solution. You are so cute. you offered not only one but 3 options. so yes, we met again. we had tapas for dinner, and why you are always shy and helpless cute. we walked along the river, people were chilling with music, and some teenagers were getting in line for a Halloween party. I felt like I was the happiest girl, just holding your hand, talking about this and that. and some how, u smell just like herbal tea, warm and calm.
I guess in this episode, you don't need to listen with 2 phones, no need any translator app. I hope this letter could translate my feelings.
I don't care how long I will stay here or how far away our cities are. we should fuck it all and just spend more time together. I can jump on the train only to have breakfast with you. maybe I am crazy, but when you fall in love, it is a temporary madness.
Now, Berlin is snowing. I can see the snow dancing through the air, falling so gently, softly, from the clouds above to the earth below. Wish you were here. Wish you were here with me watching the snow falling.
you said I could unwrap you as one of my fav Xmas presents. that's naughty, yes, I will, for this reason, this is the first time I started to look forward to Xmas.
whatever the future holds. I would like to remember every time we meet, every text we send, and every selfie we share.
I have a long time to consider the value of memory.
Things don’t need to last forever to be perfect.
I choose to believe in memory. and we will carry the memory in our hearts.
See u soon.
Let’s do Sunday cuddling and snow angel like you said.
kiss and kiss.
Yours,
Alice