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1Hello guys is episode ninety one I think I should quickly finish this episode because you know I don't have a lot of time a spare time just for myself so it is very difficult to find a time alone totally alone to record this episode and maybe you'feel very confused why I just disappeared for a long time actually have recorded some but you know I.
I need to open my laptop and then do some transcription work and I also want to find some time totally for myself that I can speak out and just record this so forgive all my um delay or something but anyway today's topic let's move on today's topic is invest yourself you know it's a cliche I think lot people have realized that they should do more work they should make some efforts to realize their dream they shouldn't sc their form to march or just stare at their form this screen for a a lot of time they realize it's a waste of time sometimes they will take some excuses for themselves like I'm not with my time I'm not with my life I'm just you know people all need to entertain themselves people need to relax and I have do a lot of work.
So it's time it's my own time you shouldn't push me you shouldn't judge me.
Meaningful job like reading running you should build work you should let yourself feel better you should have a healthier body anyway you should do something in the long run.
So in the long term what is really beneficial for you actually what you need to do.
And push yourself to speak to others right is all your choice but what we should figure out is what we really need to do what we really want to do so so it's your poor it's your question for yourself you should ask for yourself to real answer you should listen to your heart.
You know these days I still very busy and I even can't record my episode I even can't speak out in English although I really want to practice my spoken English.
You know who a nerd or who spend a lot of time on reading but I try to break that habit I try to set up a new habit for myself.
I want to get rid of the formal one I want to see myself as a a better person first you have to imagine that you have to remain a image for yourself you have to think that.
If you told you I mean if you tell yourself that you want to be a man or a woman who has a lot of knowledge have read a lot of book and who have a very rich for.
Life inside inside herself I think it's very important that of course you have to make some efforts.
Even at the corner of the world where you can't arrive here but you just can't receive and you can'accept his opinion.
So because I want to be that person that will push me that will grow a very strong desire.
And also I feel that when I read more I have more desire to write down my feelings I don't want to just let it go it want to Miss any very inspiring thoughts although the thoughts the words may be just talk to myself.
Maybe I will not share in public but.
I think it's my own belongings right it's your own treasure.
And for me I have read like normal people from celemony and another book conversations with friends and also read some Japanese work know the book is very long so I just recently finished that it's called the end of the world and very cruel place I don't know how to translate it.
Anyway I will put down into this topic and you like if you like this please don't have it to comment me and I really like everyone's sharing everyone's conversations.
