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0bgm: 最近很爱听的蔡健雅的Rebecca
00:25 热情倦怠 我丧丧的
It's been a while since I find myself become less active.
01:02 想到过去朝气蓬勃的自己会羞愧地抬不起头
You know in the past I'm so ambitious.
01:15 不尽人意的结果更是让人垂头丧气
a lot of bad results discomfort me
01:29 疲惫 好像也无法做到给自己灌鸡血了
pat my shoulder and say something comforting
02:02 拒绝一切 陷入自我否定的漩涡
cliche 陈词滥调
I just kept refusing something.
lost myself in the huge cage of self denying.
drag yourself out of that
03:34 好像每周都有任务 无法喘息 紧绷
Every week I have to deal more than one task.
04:32 企图用早起重建秩序 看小说获得平静
regulate my schedule
Today I went to the library so early
a very attractive novel
05:45 麻木又无奈 好像所有原定轨道的一切都在吞噬我、消磨我的热情
every day I just spend my day on dealing with something I don't like and also it's not helpful.
07:52 慢下来 给自己缓口气
Slow down
08:00 充实热情需要耐心
Maybe now I think I lack of motivation. It's because I lack of patience.
If I didn't see after one week of my progress maybe I'will deny myself.
08:21 希望一切挣扎迷茫的人们都能缓缓找到出口 今天找不到也没关系 前方会有光的 慢慢走
Welcome and don't hesitate to express yourself I really want to hear your voice your suggestions or your feelings.
