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0特别矫情的深夜一集 有点丧 怕影响心情的话就不必听了
但如果你也和我一样迷惘 焦虑 无聊 那么也许能找到点共鸣吧
bgm：北海道恋人-裘德
02:20 在家减肥简直比登天还难
02:32 自我厌恶 像吹了气的气球失去控制
Hate my body sometimes. Cause I know it likes a balloon.
It'will blow up and sometimes it'will become thinner.
03:01 陷入无意义思考
And most of the time I'LL be trapped by a lot of. You know meaningless thoughts.
03:21 我无法给予承诺 我不懂为什么所有人要我给一个清晰的蓝图 我看不到我的未来 我只知道我不还不想稳定
I couldn't give my father a promise
I hate stability
04:05 我越发确定自己不想当老师 起码现在不想
A stable job. And to be a teacher to be a teacher it's not my dream.
04:13 我不想成为一个[normal person] 我虽然平庸但我拒绝平庸
To be decent to be well recognized. To be a normal people. To be a normal person but I hate to be normal.
04:59 我还没准备好 我也没有勇气和底气告诉所有人
can't be so convinced can'be so determined to tell everyone.
06:22 可是我的生活啊为什么你总是这么无聊呢
And I hate boring. I hate my life to be boring. I wanna break through it but I don't have the courage. To tell everyone.
06:52 而我也没有赚很多钱 更谈不上自力更生
I don't be independent financially
09:01 我苟延残喘地活着好了 慢慢爬向我的未来 往前爬就是了
Attain your goal
The most important thing is you step out is to. Keep chasing. Keep going on and never stop. Never give in. Just do it.
