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900:25 假期结束 试着找回原来的节奏
I'm going to say goodbye to all of this and I tried to adjust myself to my former lifestyle to my temple
独自去电影院看了花样年华重映、独自吃了贵贵的鹅肝饭、买了爆米花，这是一场专属于我的盛宴
除了电影里的背德、情爱韵事外（当然绝不仅限于此），我想谈谈别的， 关于我自己
introduce some love affair love story but you know it's not so acknowledged/accepted by normal people, something against morality
牡丹是否有谈论爱的资格？
*sometimes I'not sure about what is a really real meaning of love...Qualification?
04:03 杜绝早恋后毫无过渡可言的进入大肆鼓励恋爱，突然被允许让所有人找不到逻辑、迷茫
it's a gold time for you to finish study finish your education and when get into the encourage will step into that you you're justifying that everything is allowed and the your parents will even encourage you to get into one relationship get into one love affair
而爱并不是你想开始就可以开始的it's not easy if you like me you wanna to be serious and sometimes um people around you is's not so lot you know you don't have a a lot of choices and maybe just because you didn't find someone you really want to
而单身的结果并不应该怪罪于任何人，尤其是不应该归咎于你自己it's not our fault at first and we should not reflect on ourselves for so much because you know there'are a lot of factors that will impress the final result
所有的好感被扼杀，因为我的犹疑，也因为时机不对（扯淡的理由）， 我们没有发展的可能when I was young when I was in a junior high school or even younger maybe I have some some good feelings with someone
lack of the courage it also let me Miss a lot of opportunities
在日本和韩国大叔的搭讪以及寒假里给高中同学的明信片，我有在好好珍惜我的每一份情谊。
12:03 保留灰色地带，迂回的、尴尬的、互相猜忌的浪漫
I want to keep this ambiguity
guessing each other's feelings also increases the romantic feelings
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