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1《风雨哈佛路》大结局
我觉得非常幸运
And I really I feel that I got lucky,
因为我心里所有的不安被拔除
because any sensive security was pulled out from under me.
所以我被迫向前看 我必须向前…没有回头路
So I was forced to look forward. I had to... there was no going back.
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我忘记了琐碎的小事 但是我仍然很难受
I forget the little things but still hard to carry alone
所以我告诉你
So that's why I told you.
所以我告诉你我的故事
That's why I've told you my story.
现在我能让它燃烧 平息 那我就可以向前走了
Now I can lay it out and burn it done, put it in the rest. then I can go on.
Liz,Liz, how did you do this?
我怎么能做不到呢
How could I not do it?
我的父母教会了选择
My parents showed me with the alternative was.
你为自己的过去感到难过吗
Did you ever feel sorry for yourself?
对不起
sorry？
在地铁里睡觉 吃丢弃的食物
Sleeping in the subway. Eating out of dumpsters.
那总是我生活的一部分
That had always been my life.
我觉得非常幸运
And I really I feel that I got lucky,
因为我心里所有的不安被拔除
because any sensive security was pulled out from under me.
所以我被迫向前看 我必须向前…没有回头路
So I was forced to look forward. I had to... there was no going back.
我到了一种状态
And I reached a point where just thought.
"好吧 我要尽我所能的工作看会发生什么”
"oh I’m gonma worlk as hard as I possiblly can and see what happens"
现在我上大学了 而且纽约时报给我付学费
and now I'm going to college.and the NYT is going to pay
你是幸运的
So you were lucky!
但是你会改变什么 如果你可以的话
But is there anything you change, if you were able?
耶 我想回到过去 所有的
Yeah, I'd give it back. All of it.
如果能换回我的家人
If I could have my family back.
我进了哈佛
I got into Harvard.
我在纽约时报得到了份工作
I got a job in NYT
我还有了自己的公寓
I got an apartment.
不用再过颠沛流离的生活
I don't have to carry my whole life with me anymore.
不用再过颠沛流离的生活
I don't have to carry my whole life with me.
但是我所有我认识的人 我做过的事情 难过的往事
But I do, everyone I've known, everything I have done.Jesus, chip off.
我忘记了琐碎的小事 但是我仍然很难受
I forget the little things but still hard to carry alone
所以我告诉你
So that's why I told you.
所以我告诉你我的故事
That's why I've told you my story.
现在我能让它燃烧 平息 那我就可以向前走了
Now I can lay it out and burn it done, put it in the rest. then I can go on.